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Tears don't fall, they crash around me

Besides the little rant-moment earlier, I was having an okay day. I mean, I was even able to go to the store with my dad. That doesn't happen too often.

But then I remembered I still had to fill out the little booklet I was given at the institution. It's mainly just contact information, but there's a page where you have to fill in your specific goals. Buh? I don't know. Like, being normal? So I asked my dad for help.

Yeah. Bad idea. He threw the booklet in the trash, because "if I have no goals, there's no point in therapy". Thanks, dad. It's so great when you can really feel the support of your family. [/sarcasm]

I just walked away, because I didn't want him seeing me cry. I don't know what to do now. There's nothing I can say.

And what will I do tomorrow? Tell them I didn't fill out their booklet because I'm too much of a loser to even have goals? They'll laugh in my face. Or just send me away because there's no point in therapy if you don't have goals.

*Sigh* If you'll excuse me, I'm just going to go sit in a corner and cry.

Love,
Basket Case

PS: Arrrrrrrrrr!

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(Anonymous)
Sep. 19th, 2006 01:51 pm (UTC)
*Huggles*

I'm sure you could think of something, it doesn't matter how small it is, or how big for that matter it just needs to be something to work towards...

You could just say something like: To be able to be around people without feeling anxious - That's a goal and the whole point of you going...

Or, you could say something like: You want to be able to have a more independent life, without relying on people. To be able to go shopping on your own even.

I'm rubbish at stuff like this: I don't have any goals either. That's what you get for thinking you'll never be able to cope with normality. *Rolls Eyes*

When I was asked I said I'd be happy just to be able to walk my dogs lol.

If that's not pathetic I don't know what is.
utterbasketcase
Sep. 19th, 2006 02:01 pm (UTC)
It's not pathetic. That's actually pretty much the specificness (yes, I know that's not a word) that they're looking for. *Huggles back*

I went back and worked it out with my dad. He filled in the booklet for me. It's not really what I would have written down, but I guess I can always get a bottle of white-out and change the answers when I've calmed down a bit.
(Anonymous)
Sep. 19th, 2006 02:04 pm (UTC)
Glad you worked it out with your dad.

(Anonymous)
Sep. 19th, 2006 02:05 pm (UTC)
Okay so i can't directly post images - Sorry...
utterbasketcase
Sep. 19th, 2006 02:08 pm (UTC)
Yes, you can. Or at least, it's showing up fine for me. Arrrrrr.
utterbasketcase
Sep. 19th, 2006 02:15 pm (UTC)
Or not. It's showing up on my "My LJ"-page though.
(Anonymous)
Sep. 19th, 2006 02:17 pm (UTC)
Oh, okay - It's just showing up as a little clickable icon for me...

That looks ike this: *Hopes this works now*

utterbasketcase
Sep. 19th, 2006 02:23 pm (UTC)
It's like that on my journal page, but it's fine on my My LJ-page. Weirdness.
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