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Beware of the emoness

I'm not okay. It's not just a song reference, it's the simple truth. I've been skipping therapy a lot lately, and I don't even know why. I can't sleep, even though I'm too tired to keep my eyes open. Every last little thing makes me sad. I feel like crying all the time even though I can't produce a single tear. I want to talk about it, but I don't make any sense. I'm just not okay. Trust me.

PS: Also, it's Talk Like A Pirate day. Arrrr and all that.

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(Anonymous)
Sep. 19th, 2007 03:34 pm (UTC)
Oh BC, I'm so truly sorry you're feeling so bad. *Super huggles*

I don't know what to say, but feel free to ramble onto me all you want to, I don't mind whether you make sense or not. *More huggles*

I'm sorry. :(

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utterbasketcase
Sep. 20th, 2007 11:41 am (UTC)
But see, I don't make sense to myself either. So I don't know what to talk about. :-/
(Anonymous)
Sep. 20th, 2007 12:07 pm (UTC)
Maybe just ramble on until you hit something that does make sense?

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad though. :( *Huggles*

You appeared in my dream last night btw, with regards to this in fact... You, me and a LOT of other people (including most of my family, V and some random dream people) were all visiting a theme park... We were all walking past a hospital, and I noticed you were walking on your own, so I walked over to you and asked what was wrong. You said you'd just been feeling generally bad recently. I hugged you and said if you wanted to talk about it I'm always here for you to talk to. You gave a faint smile then walked over to a blond haired guy who you'd been staring at for a while. (There was much more to the dream, but that was all that involved you...)

But my dream-self and real-self both impart the same sentiments: *Huggles* And I'm here to read anything you want to ramble on about. :)

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utterbasketcase
Sep. 20th, 2007 12:55 pm (UTC)
See, this is why I love you. *huggles* Still, I'm going to try and make sense of it in my head. I'd just feel bad about bothering you with nonsense, even if you say it doesn't bother you.

Blond haired guy? Maybe it's Salem. Was he, like, insanely tall?
(Anonymous)
Sep. 20th, 2007 01:10 pm (UTC)
I love you too. *Huggles*

Okay, I hope you can make sense of it in your head. You honestly wouldn't be bothering me with it though, but I know how you feel.

Um, insanely tall? Hmm... I don't know about insanely tall, but he was tall lol... I did wonder if it perhaps was Salem though lol.

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utterbasketcase
Sep. 20th, 2007 05:13 pm (UTC)
I don't really know any other blonde guys. Oooh, maybe I'm supposed to meet one! ;)

And: *more huggles* Thanks for caring.
(Anonymous)
Sep. 20th, 2007 06:34 pm (UTC)
Ooh, maybe lol. ^_^

Of course I care, there's no need to thank me lol. ^_~ *More huggles*

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