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Nov. 29th, 2007

I'm at that mental stage again where just about everything makes me sad. It makes me even more quiet than usual, and I tend to sit around and just watch the people around me do whatever they do. They tend not to notice, and it makes me wonder whether I might actually be invisible. Part of the background that nobody really notices unless someone points out a small detail of it. I'm no more there than that mosquito-shaped spatter of dried-up blood on the otherwise flawless wallpaper. I keep wanting someone to ask me if I'm okay, and when they do, I turn away from the attention. Not that it happens often. It's hard to think when your brain is your worst enemy.

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(Anonymous)
Nov. 30th, 2007 06:37 pm (UTC)
So sorry you're feeling like that BC. :( *Huggles*

Hope you feel better soon. :)

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(Anonymous)
Nov. 30th, 2007 06:39 pm (UTC)
Oh and I forgot... You made a cameo appearance in my dream last night... I think my sub-conscious knew you weren't feeling great... V and I were talking about gift ideas for you, though I don't know the reason why. I suggested Bad B-Movie DVDs... lol

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utterbasketcase
Nov. 30th, 2007 06:43 pm (UTC)
Thanks. *huggles*

Ooh, yes! Bad B-movies! <3
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