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I'm not broken

Why is it that I'm apparently not allowed to not look forward to therapy? I mean, social phobic, people! I'll do whatever the heck they want me to do, but I know it won't be a walk through the park. So excuse me for not jumping for joy. I'll do that when they fix me. If they fix me.

I don't really believe they will. I've been this way all my life, I really don't think that's going to change within three months.

And I can't even tell anyone about how I feel, because then they just start yelling at me. "You have to believe, or the therapy won't work, and you should be happy that you're finally going to be normal and I can actually allow myself to be seen with you!" Yeah, thanks mom. This is why I never talk to you.

I don't even know if I really want to be "normal". Normal is boring. I'd like to not have to be afraid of everything, though. But if there's any way, I think I'll just stay slightly weird with a touch of silly.

Because that's just me.

Love,
Basket Case

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(Anonymous)
Oct. 3rd, 2006 02:15 pm (UTC)
*Huggles*

|I get that too, "If you're going to be negative, of course it will be negative, you have to be positive." It's all very well for people who have no idea what it's like to say that...

*More huggles*

I don't think you'll lose your 'touch of sill' or some of the weirdness though. ;)

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(Anonymous)
Oct. 3rd, 2006 02:17 pm (UTC)
Obviously that should be 'silly' not sill. (I hit post just a millisecond before I noticed it.)I have no idea what happened with the 'I'
utterbasketcase
Oct. 3rd, 2006 04:36 pm (UTC)
Are you wearing your tinfoil hat?

Thanks for the huggles. :) ♥
(Anonymous)
Oct. 3rd, 2006 05:34 pm (UTC)
Yes I'm wearing it. ;)

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utterbasketcase
Oct. 3rd, 2006 05:40 pm (UTC)
Hmmm, then it seems to be out of order. :-/
(Anonymous)
Oct. 3rd, 2006 06:21 pm (UTC)
Lol ;D
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