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God, I am so messed up right now. I wasn't going to talk about it, but nobody reads this anyway, so whatever.

My dad isn't speaking to me anymore. I'm not even sure why. I know the main cause is that I was too sick on Friday to tutor his friend's daughter, (which I didn't want to do in the first place, but he promised his friend I would, so I tried to ignore the social phobia, and I worked with her all week, except Friday) but that's not bad enough to not talk to me for three days, right? Ugh, he hates me.

It usually doesn't take people 25 years to figure out that I suck, though. FG only needed two months, and he didn't even see me during the second one.

Meanwhile, everything is depressing me. Even Panic. And that's usually the only thing that can cheer me up. *sigh*

I need hugs. :(

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starry_eyed_85
Nov. 4th, 2008 09:03 am (UTC)
Oh BC! *Super huggles*

I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad at the moment. :( You do NOT suck though! Trust me on this!

I'm sorry about your Dad. If the reasopn that he's not talking to you is because of the not-tutoring on Friday, then that's incredibly immature! But yay! that you managed to tutor her all the rest of the week despite social phobia.

I really hope you feel better soon. *More super-duper huggles*
utterbasketcase
Nov. 5th, 2008 12:59 am (UTC)
*huggles back*

Thank you.

See, this is why I have that star-tattoo. I'm really glad you're my friend.

*more huggles*
ollytheshite1
Nov. 4th, 2008 10:30 am (UTC)
Hey I read your lj. You don't suck, you rock. Your dad doesn't hate you. Panic depress me. Try listening to something really really depressing like Ok Computer. If I find something more depressed than me, it cheer me up.

*Hugs*
utterbasketcase
Nov. 5th, 2008 01:03 am (UTC)
You know what? I have no idea why you even like me, because you're all mature and smart and witty, and I'm really not, but it must mean I'm doing something right.

Thank you. Your comment actually made me feel better.

And really depressing music used to cheer me up as well, I should give that another try.

*hugs back*
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