January 13th, 2008

shrug

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Okay, so I haven't really been posting after last week's freak-out, because, well, I'm still suffering from the aftermath. I've been so quiet even my dad's been yelling at me for being too young to be this sad. Yeah, thanks dad, that helps. Just remind me of the years and years of loneliness ahead of me. I can has axe-murderer?

God, what does a girl have to do to get some clarity? Can't people just tell me "yes" or "no"? Is it really that hard? Because in my head, it's pretty clear who'd be a "yes" and who'd be a "no". That's about the only thing that really is clear in there. No, instead I have to sit around and wait and slowly give up hope and move on to someone else and then it starts all over again. Wonderful.