the best of us can find happiness in misery (utterbasketcase) wrote,
the best of us can find happiness in misery
utterbasketcase

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Snrrrrf!: The Return

Remember the Cold From Hell? It's ba-ack! Ack. *sneezecoughsneeze*

Meh.

Oh, Saturday we went over to Alexis' for dinner (Salem, Eleanor and me). I sort of paid more attention to Alexis' pet rabbit than to the people there, but hey, it was a really cute rabbit!

After that, we went over to Libby's place to take a look at her new chinchillas. Again, the chinchillas got more attention than the people. But they were really cute chinchillas!

I spent all Sunday sleeping. I know, bad Basket Case, bad!

And then I woke up this morning with the comeback of the Cold From Hell.

***Slight interruption***

[Return of the whiny selfish rant]

Ack! Why do people always feel the need to give me sodding pep-talks? I don't need you to tell me it's just the way I act that scares people away. I don't need you to tell me I'm worth "it", whatever that may be. This is not a fucking shampoo commercial!

If you don't like me the way I am, then just fucking sod off. Go whine at someone else. Someone with bouncy hair who is actually worth "it".

I've therapists coming out the wazoo, I don't need another one. I just need a fucking friend, mmmkay? Someone who'll hold me when I'm down and who'll be silly with me when I'm feeling better. Someone who'll let me do the same for them.

I'm afraid that I'm just too far gone to be able to believe that someone cares. Or maybe it's just because nobody does. *sigh*

Can I just go home and cry my eyes out now?

[/whiny selfish rant]

Love,
Basket Case
Tags: depression, rant, sickness
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