*sneezecoughsneeze* Ugh. Stayed home again today. I really need to make an appointment with the doctor. *snrrrrf* Ugh.
But hey, I actually got a text message from Salem and one from Rose. (I know too many people. It's getting really hard to keep track of all the nicknames.) The bad thing is, I can't answer them, 'cause I haven't got any money left on my phone. So now I'm getting all nervous because I keep thinking they'll get mad at me. Stupid brain.
Oh, I called The Ex last night (yeah, I really shouldn't be allowed to use my phone after I've taken my sleep medication), because I hadn't heard from him in a few weeks. Everything's okay, though. And I didn't say anything really weird or embarrassing, so that's good.
What else haven't I told you?
Oh, I'm learning to play bass. Well, I've had one lesson. And then I got too nervous to go back. I don't really know why, because it's just Linda who's teaching me (yes, we actually got back in touch). I think maybe it's all just a bit too much. I'm going to wait until I'm done with the therapy.
Ooh! I'm getting a tattoo on Wednesday! A star on my wrist. It has a whole explanation to it, which really means a lot to me, but I don't really want to write it down here, because I'm afraid people are going to think it's stupid. I know, I know, it's silly. If anyone really wants to know, just leave a comment or something.
That's all, folks!
Love,
Basket Case
But hey, I actually got a text message from Salem and one from Rose. (I know too many people. It's getting really hard to keep track of all the nicknames.) The bad thing is, I can't answer them, 'cause I haven't got any money left on my phone. So now I'm getting all nervous because I keep thinking they'll get mad at me. Stupid brain.
Oh, I called The Ex last night (yeah, I really shouldn't be allowed to use my phone after I've taken my sleep medication), because I hadn't heard from him in a few weeks. Everything's okay, though. And I didn't say anything really weird or embarrassing, so that's good.
What else haven't I told you?
Oh, I'm learning to play bass. Well, I've had one lesson. And then I got too nervous to go back. I don't really know why, because it's just Linda who's teaching me (yes, we actually got back in touch). I think maybe it's all just a bit too much. I'm going to wait until I'm done with the therapy.
Ooh! I'm getting a tattoo on Wednesday! A star on my wrist. It has a whole explanation to it, which really means a lot to me, but I don't really want to write it down here, because I'm afraid people are going to think it's stupid. I know, I know, it's silly. If anyone really wants to know, just leave a comment or something.
That's all, folks!
Love,
Basket Case
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The star, well, I needed something to remind me of the fact that there are people out there who care about me. I'm still having trouble believing that when I'm down. If I have something physical, a symbol of this, that I can see and touch, it'll make me feel better.
I've chosen a star because Star (You know her, right?) was the first person I really dared to trust after my breakdown.
I hope you didn't find that too ridiculous. :-)
Ooh, and thanks for reading my blog!