Besides the little rant-moment earlier, I was having an okay day. I mean, I was even able to go to the store with my dad. That doesn't happen too often.
But then I remembered I still had to fill out the little booklet I was given at the institution. It's mainly just contact information, but there's a page where you have to fill in your specific goals. Buh? I don't know. Like, being normal? So I asked my dad for help.
Yeah. Bad idea. He threw the booklet in the trash, because "if I have no goals, there's no point in therapy". Thanks, dad. It's so great when you can really feel the support of your family. [/sarcasm]
I just walked away, because I didn't want him seeing me cry. I don't know what to do now. There's nothing I can say.
And what will I do tomorrow? Tell them I didn't fill out their booklet because I'm too much of a loser to even have goals? They'll laugh in my face. Or just send me away because there's no point in therapy if you don't have goals.
*Sigh* If you'll excuse me, I'm just going to go sit in a corner and cry.
Love,
Basket Case
PS: Arrrrrrrrrr!
But then I remembered I still had to fill out the little booklet I was given at the institution. It's mainly just contact information, but there's a page where you have to fill in your specific goals. Buh? I don't know. Like, being normal? So I asked my dad for help.
Yeah. Bad idea. He threw the booklet in the trash, because "if I have no goals, there's no point in therapy". Thanks, dad. It's so great when you can really feel the support of your family. [/sarcasm]
I just walked away, because I didn't want him seeing me cry. I don't know what to do now. There's nothing I can say.
And what will I do tomorrow? Tell them I didn't fill out their booklet because I'm too much of a loser to even have goals? They'll laugh in my face. Or just send me away because there's no point in therapy if you don't have goals.
*Sigh* If you'll excuse me, I'm just going to go sit in a corner and cry.
Love,
Basket Case
PS: Arrrrrrrrrr!
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I'm sure you could think of something, it doesn't matter how small it is, or how big for that matter it just needs to be something to work towards...
You could just say something like: To be able to be around people without feeling anxious - That's a goal and the whole point of you going...
Or, you could say something like: You want to be able to have a more independent life, without relying on people. To be able to go shopping on your own even.
I'm rubbish at stuff like this: I don't have any goals either. That's what you get for thinking you'll never be able to cope with normality. *Rolls Eyes*
When I was asked I said I'd be happy just to be able to walk my dogs lol.
If that's not pathetic I don't know what is.
I went back and worked it out with my dad. He filled in the booklet for me. It's not really what I would have written down, but I guess I can always get a bottle of white-out and change the answers when I've calmed down a bit.
That looks ike this: *Hopes this works now*